3 AM

Bad dream. Bad dream. But this post won't be all about how bad it went. Actually, I couldn't remember any details from it, that's how bad it is. I felt so uneasy and disturbed, my heartbeat was fast when I woke up. So I knew I just had a bad dream.

Usually <this isn't the 1st time>, this is the time of the day when I mostly need a cup of coffee and want to blog. Hahaha. Palpitation plus coffee plus blog is a weirdo thing for some but it works for me to stop my heart from beating fast. Writing is relaxing. Like sunbathing. Specially when you know what to write. Just don't overdo it, because like sunbathing, its awful when you get your skin burned. Im used to this kind of a dizzy feeling while blogging but I don't know why this time around, I am not sure of what I am doing. Yeah, what would I write is the 1st question that popped up my head. Wait, what about a love story? A poem? Or my disgust feeling over the word "trust", like world peace that never exists? My head is like a balloon now, floating. I'm telling you, I have been typing words and pressing delete key for a couple of times now and I guess I have to admit that this is getting me nowhere. Yah, and again like a balloon Im floating. Waiting for its time to burst. 

It's been hours now after I started typing the title which I think is pretty creative for someone who just woke up from a bad dream. Tsk tsk! Dunno if I have to put the blame to supermoon. Dammit, I've been trying hard to pour this all out but ended up writing nonsense. Would that mean I am feeling nonsense? Aaargh! But here's my superego telling me, It was a nice try, more ingenious than trying to win a pointless argument. Whoah. Where's that pointless argument came from? Hmmm.. My mind needs some oxygen...or i guess I had too much sugar on my coffee. Or perhaps, lack of sleep. Duh?!

Okay, I'll settle then. It's not that I'm giving up this writing thing but I'm gonna try going back to sleep and hopes that this time around, amma wake up to fulfill a better dream err a better blog! 

:D